Ambition: It's not "IF" we have ambitions, but "WHAT" are we ambitious for All ambitions orient to deeper desires that are often veiled to us. For example: - A desire to win the 5K might be rooted in a destructive sibling rivalry.
- A desire for organization might be connected to a fear of loss.
Like the summit of a mountain, the object of an ambition is obscured (by distance, time, knowledge etc.) to those in pursuit.  This "obscuring" can be helpful when it fosters innovation, problem solving, and leadership. It is part of our God given passion to create. We see a rainbow and wonder where it lands. As we approach success; the obscured goal progressively clarifies. When success is achieved, we experience truth. Ex: A hunger for tacos brings you to the moment of "crunch", the result is either pleasure or disappointment. Ironically, our expectations and the results always vary.  Even in ideal situations the final moment is short lived. It's the law of "Diminishing Returns". Life is full of these micro-goals. Mundane moments reflecting our deeper desires for beauty, order, love, peace, joy, etc. Problems arise when we mistake a micro-goal for something sustainable. Ex: thinking the taco will solve hunger forever. It will feel real for a moment, but the benefits will dissolve.  The grass withers, the flower fades, but the word of our God will stand forever. - Isaiah 40:8 When God slips beyond preeminent in life, then good things (food, family, work, money, health, etc.) prove to be unsustainable substitutes to our deeper desires. Their capacity to satisfy eventually fades and we can feel lost or abandoned. The result is an endless pursuit of untethered ambitions.  We have two choices: Self-Governance or Submission -
In self-governance: our experiences (feelings) dictate the narrative. Much like navigating a ship by clouds. This feels good in the moment and success is subjective (temporary). -
In submission: we align ambition with external truth. This often includes delayed gratification and success is objective (eternal). Either way loss is baked in. We can experience loss of expectations when reality bites... OR experience loss as we practice submission. In theological circles this is practicing the "Already and Not Yet". Living by what has not yet arrived. Kinda like smiling cause you know what is under the Christmas tree :). GOOD NEWS - you can have your cake and eat too: When we submit our ambitions to an eternal truth, we can experience joy at the beginning and end of our ambitions. This requires a surrender of our daily endeavors to God's story. Consider Jesus' teachings on prayer: "Father, your kingdom come, your will be done, on earth as it is in heaven. - Matthew 6:10  "Seek God, He will tune your heart's desire to his heart" (Psalm 37). Submitting to a gospel narrative does two things. -
It gives us assurance that change is not greater that hope. -
We are freed to embrace risk. Freed to win, fail, love, suffer, and repent. CHANGE IS COMING It's a choice between the illusion of control or submission. "For now we see in a mirror dimly, but then face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I have been fully known." - 1 Corinthians 13:12 |